My Life

I really about 3 month no write blog le..
i not really sure that i still know how to write or not...
today i from a Sweety life and sweety world be a grey life and world..
i don really noe that i love people is really love me or plying my love for all the time...
i feel i already give she the most good thing that i can give..
the most good love then i can give...the most good care that i can give...
but why she cnt give me that a seriously love...
why she wan treat me like a key that just help she open the time lock???
i really donoe my life going to be how after i lost she...
after i lost she i keep smile to let my all family member and friend see..
but my heart really are totaly broken...
why ppl is donoe zhen xi???
WHY??who can tell me???
i think the god just can tell me...
me can pretend that i is happy but i really is cnt accept that i already lost she..
haiz maybe i just have to wait and find a new 1 bah...haha i just talking siao...(cause i really going siao)
because she now also can with friend go out and ply kengkai limteh those so happy...
why me cnt...?haha
i just write till here bah.....